oh, i already miss you singing like this overthephone.

Wednesday, Mar. 27, 2002 | 9:01 p.m.

today i didn't do any homework and it felt good. i learned a new worship song on my guitar and it felt great. and then i cried because i'm going to miss my world next year when i go to college.

and

felt

right.

it's scary to think about everything that is me and know that in six months it will all be different. gone.

i don't deal well with change. especially change of this magnitude. but i know that where i'm going is where i'm supposed to be. God is constantly showing me things to confirm this. just today, i got a letter from the president of the university and he quoted my favorite passage of scripture. this passage just happens to be the foundation for everything the school does. this. is. where. i. belong.

i find that i am totally excited about attending this school. but. that doesn't mean i'm not anxious. and it doesn't mean i'm not going to miss. this life.

tonight i cried because things are going to be different. but it felt right. because that means that these things are real. and that these people are real. and that what i feel for them is real.

david crowder resounds in my ears:

i'm

alive

and

i'm

saved.

i'm

alive

and

i'm

free.

go on drone