Friday, Oct. 11, 2002 | 8:32 a.m.

the four coolest things that have happened in the last twenty-four hours:

.1 phone call from my youth minister to check up on me

.2 three people she will never meet prayed earnestly for her last night

.3 two girls i thought were unattainable as friends let me in yesterday

.4 my favorite girl on my floor wrote me a little note and it made me happy

the best news i heard all week:

//you love me anyway//

i wanna give you whatever you need.