Sunday, Dec. 15, 2002 | 7:52 p.m.

c r a z y

and everything you are emanates passion and peace and the confidence that it will all be okay and i know i just have to hang in there but sometimes i get scared

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last night when i looked into your eyes the epiphane of you struck me like it was the first time [and i had no desire to suppress my sobs] i realized how fortunate i am and that ive been so unkind

ill take his words and make them mine I've never encountered this style of love. It's what I dream about but when it actually happens I can't cope.

you are the most im[ex]pressive chapter in my life.