oh, i already miss you singing like this overthephone.

06.14.2003 | 3:56 pm

i touch my head incessantly. it has become a nervous habit, like twirling my hair. only it involves touching my head. and that's all.

these days, i'm worried about jobs and money. but not about you. never, ever about you. we laugh a lot at each other. i've never had that before.

it has been a year and now i am the oldest girl you have ever been with. your eyes tell me that this is good.

i'm learning that it's okay to not be the first because i can still be the best.