oh, i already miss you singing like this overthephone.

Saturday, Mar. 16, 2002 | 4:51 p.m.

oh God. come. save me. give me words and wisdom and discernment and strength. give me peace. give me you.

she called. she wants to go prom dress shopping. is this the will of God, or is the timing wrong? should i confront her now or wait? i have to do it within the next two weeks. but i only just decided that 30 minutes ago.

my insides are flustered. it's as if i had a crush. but instead of excitement, i'm filled with fear.

surround me, sweet Jesus. burn in me with your Holy fire. take me away, and let her find You in my place. make every thought and every word and every action Yours. let your Spirit convict me and guide me. Your will be done.

oh God. i love You. i am Yours.

go on drone