Monday, Apr. 29, 2002 | 9:14 p.m.

"don't you know i've always loved you? even before there was time. and though you turn away, i tell you still. don't you know i've always loved you? and i always will."

to britt, love God:

"just to be with you i gave everything. there's no price i did not pay. just to be with you i did everything. yes, i gave my life away. just to be with you."

sometimes i need to hear this because i'm so concerned with ensuring her happiness that i neglect my own desire to be loved.

[i wrote her name.]