Friday, Dec. 06, 2002 | 9:15 a.m.
you do this to yourself, you know.
read me the printed words that will never come from my pen. remind me of all the ways i don't measure up. force me into the depths of ineloquence.
if i say it's your fault, does that make me innocent again?
and this "it never mattered anyway" nonsense is really starting to get to me...
i want to know what would happen if suddenly eight of my worlds overlapped.
i still don't know what i'm supposed to do when you're gone.
I Love You, very much, I just hope I let you know that enough.
i'm sorry that i'll never be a poet.