Monday, Apr. 08, 2002 | 4:50 p.m.
but she
never
seems
to break
and all her world
is a cycle
and with each turn
she becomes
numb
so i wonder if one day
she will completely
cease
to
feel
and i wonder if she will even be alive then. but i stop myself. and i wonder if she is even alive now. or if i could change it if she wasn't. and i wonder if she cares. andwhyidobecause. i.wish.i.didnt.